So hungry right now but have no edible food. It’s also almost midnight, not acceptable.

Also, all plans failed today. Gah I just hate when this shit happens….

Didn’t do anything yesterday.

Today swim 1500, bike 20miles, run/walk 6.

I am back on track with triathlon things.

Gonna bike about 20 miles, swim 1500+ meters

what are you supposed to do when your best friend is blatantly lying to you?

I am graduating from college today but nobody really seems to care all that much. Sigh. I’ve chosen a hard life.

I am at the perfect type of drunk, this hasn’t happened in a while for me. I really love it.

On the plus side I did a Sprint Triathlon.

On the minus side I hurt my knee pretty bad.

Great way to start my morning:

Hey! Guess what! You’re a failure! You suck!

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Did I really just eat half a jar of peanut butter… 

Just realized how much I love food, cooking and baking.

I feel so scared of everything right now. I am scared of failure, I am scared of being rejected, dejected, forgotten.

I am scared of ruining my relationship with you.

I am scared of fighting.

At the same time I am really scared that you don’t respect me any more, you take me for granted, I am stepped over like mud. You have no consideration for anything I do. Is this my fault for allowing this pattern, or is this your fault?

I feel sick to the heart. Please dear fuck help me.

I’m gonna miss class today because I am a badass and I can do it!

Conflicted between wanting muscle and wanting to lose weight… never ending battle

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